Please Help, asked earlier, No answers. Could really use some help if that's ok?

I feel so bad for you! And I think you should tell some one. Your friend, your boyfriend, a counselor, or (at the very least) a diary. Depression is terrible, and kudos to you for getting through it last time. You can this time to. I know it. Stay strong. You need to find some one to talk to. Some one who will not judge you and help you through this. Remember: Its just a phase. Tell your self that again and again...and again. "I will get through this, it's just a phase." I would hate to see such a strong, good person such as yourself die. Stay positive. Watch happy movies (especially kids movies) they make me feel good. Make warm soup, or your favorite dish. Hang out a lot with your friends. Remember: stay strong. Stay positive. Stay happy. Good luck! I'm pullin' for ya!